I’ve been hyped about this all week. Today my family and I will be leaving around 1 pm to go to the happiest place on earth… Disneyland! I haven’t been to Disneyland since my High School Grad Nite… which was 5 years ago and it was like from 7 pm – 3am that I went… this time it will be durning the day and I wont be so damn tired 🙂
After our two day exploration of running around Disneyland we then either will go to Medieval Times or The Hollywood Sidewalk of Stars 😉 whoop de whoop.
I saved up 200 dollars for this… only to be using my Credit Card and paying them back when I get back.. oi!
I promised a thoughtful post, but I don’t know if I have one today. There really hasn’t been much in my brain today… or for some time.
Guy Update I guess… well I set out what I was going to do. I didn’t text, message, comment or anything like that all yesterday…and it felt pretty good 🙂 I am trying to convince myself I don’t need a guy in my life right now. I need to focus on school and work and trying to better my life. If I happen to meet him along the way… great! If I don’t then I know it was never mine to begin with. I need to focus on me. So right now that is what I am planning on doing…
Then again he didn’t message me either or anything like that. *shrug*
Maybe the flirtatiousness is wearing off . Well he should find someone over there… It would be less complicated. At least, for him.
oh well… I finally wrote to Jason today. Plan on mailing it a bit later this afternoon (before we leave).
Why is it so complicated? Why do I make it so complicated? and Why do I continually jump back and forth between wanting to be happy single and wanting a relationship?
Damn feelings… Can’t I just want to be single? (tell me why I hear laughing in the back of my head…)